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Sunday, 4 May 2014

Musical Solace

When the music ceases;
it's then reality permeates 
the troubled, anxious mind
Solace is thus broken

To wallow, though, would
be to give up 
on dreams not yet
realised, experienced or spent

Her soul resonates; only
love she feels within
The beat reflects the
rhythm of her heart

Rhapsody of unrealised potential,
crescendos to fate's will
She sings to herself
but... is she heard?

© Debbie Razey 2014




Phoenix (cinquain)

Rising 
above like a
phoenix; only to be
burnt by the flames she creates once
again

#cinquain

Debbie Razey 2014




Forbidden Fruit (Fibonacci)

Eyes
blaze
Lip bit
Tousled hair
cascades on her breasts
Fingertips delve into her beauty
She hums with wanton anticipation of him

At
last
alone
Together
Kindle to his fire
Eyes filled with her unveiled curves, flesh 
Unchaste, forbidden fruit to be devoured and savoured

Pulls
her
towards
his lust; need
She yearns and he aches 
Slowly their two forms become one
Entwined, lost within each other's intoxication

© Debbie Razey 2014












Compass (Tanka)

Her heart, her compass
As her mind had long been lost
Her soul searched for home
He was a direction she 
knew to avoid at all costs

Debbie Razey 2014



Saturday, 3 May 2014

Music

Music saturates and engulfs my mind, 
conjuring up whimsical silent moving pictures
Seagulls soar effortlessly upon the rising thermals, 
against the ink blotted horizon depicted by the sax
The piano paints the sky with silken, gentle strokes;
awash with the glistening majestic hues of sunrise
Waves caress, relentlessly, the jaded warm cliff side 
hypnotically; as described by the resonating cymbal
 
© Debbie Razey 2014 
 


Friday, 2 May 2014

PTSD won't set us Free!

Please don't judge me.........because I do this enough myself! 
It's just so hard to love somebody who hates the world, and everyone in it 
It's damaging my health! 
I get it.........you hate me and, ironically, today that's ok
I've used up all my tears on you; I've thrown them all away
I'm so over ........ walking on eggshells and stepping over all the lies
I know it's not your fault, as your demons sear deep inside
Please, though, tell me why I'm always the one to blame
As isn't it your hatred and fear that's causing you this pain?
I'm sick ...... with YOUR affliction
I'm tired ...... of this futile fight
When all I really want to do is hold you, and tell you that it will ALL be alright
I'm wishing for what WAS, the person who I married
I'm aching from this relentless load,  that for far too long I've carried
So what to do now....I wish I knew the answer!
All I know, is your contempt for me..... is eating me like cancer!
I wish the Army knew what they've done;  how they've ripped out your soul...
If only I had the remedy to tend your unseen wounds and make you, once again, whole

Debbie Razey 2014





Wednesday, 30 April 2014

Always better to care!

A blessing to have loved and lost, thus to have felt with an open, whole heart - always better to care
A gift to maintain belief in the power of love, to soar on wings of hope; faith - always better to care

Solace we've all sought and can be found in the most bizarre, non-conformist of people and places 
Peace permeates deepest into the soul when shared with another; empathy - always better to care

Humbled by the gratitude and faith of others who are often the ones who have suffered the most 
Content in knowing you have consoled another's despair, the reward is yours - always better to care

Pain and trauma, of which we may never experience or understand, but is reality to those who relive 
Wounds and scars can be controlled and healed by kindness of words or deeds - always better to care

Often shunned, ignored and judged or condemned by society as unfit, undeserving or unclean
Inner demons, hatred and self loathing can be controlled through compassion - always better to care

Unquantifiable, inexplainable remorse, guilt, despair and loss; bereft of all hope, of ever feeling whole 
Sadness and grief can be cajoled by a touch or an outstretched giving hand - always better to care

Even when surrounded by people, physically, one can feel isolated, lost, invisible and without worth 
A dark hole of loneliness can be penetrated and illuminated by a simple smile - always better to care

When rescued, helped or shown love from another, we may be humbled and rendered empowered
Gratitude for whole love, given to us, will cascade and radiate out to others - always better to care 

Imprisoned, shackled by past hurts or injustices that we have incurred, may leave us bitter and raw
Forgiving others and indeed ourselves; a role of selfless, unconditional love - always better to care

When in times of plenty, calm; it is easy to become complacent and to forget how fragile we are
Hunger satisfied; thirst can be quenched; charity given with love, the soul - always better to care

Depression, abuse, bulling often leave scars unseen and real obstacles in the way of true recovery
Fear; vulnerability can be controlled even eradicated through love's protection - always better to care

Medicine is often not enough as pain can devour a person's life, relationship, job and self worth 
Support strengthens, gives stamina to go on when in a deep hole of pain - always better to care

Free in monetary value, but something of which we become very defensive and unwilling to share;
the role of giving precious time, facing the unknown, not alone; insurmountable - always better to care

Simple in theory; obvious to many, but all too often missed or undervalued, by not doing thoroughly 
Listening to and sharing another's problem is halving it's whole impotence - always better to care

Kinder, loving towards our fellow men and to see not their label, race, gender, status or social class
Acceptance by others; seeing beyond stigmas that I have known; is the goal - always better to care

Debbie Razey 2014